Why Do I Suck. No false modesty and no copping out because you think you don't have anything. You suck at everything and ruin everything you do, touch and say because you say you do.
It's very discouraging and makes me want to play FPS games on the console instead, but I haven't given in yet.
Solving problems is a challenge for me.
I really am passionate about electronic circuits and understanding how everything works What should I do next electronics wise to go up and increase my knowledge of electrical design? When you lose, it's more important to understand why you lost than anything else. Talking loudly in a movie theater, not letting the person with one item go ahead of you at the grocery store, and swearing in front of small children are all symptoms.